"On February 15, 2010, I had my annual mammogram. Because it revealed some suspicious masses, I was scheduled for a biopsy. In 2007, I had undergone a biopsy for a similar mass and it was determined to be a calcification only so I wasn't really concerned when my doctor contacted me to discuss the results. Optimistic by nature, I went to the appointment alone, not imagining that I would need someone there to support me. I was not prepared for the doctor's words that day--'You have breast cancer.' Nonetheless, my optimism helped me then and has helped me through my journey thus far, during the toughest time of my life. Perhaps it was a blessing that I had no idea what was to come.

Life is a roller coaster; however, I found myself on the down side when I did not qualify for disability. I wanted to remain positive and  hopeful during my treatment, but I began to worry about money. Our finances were already strained, and the costs of co-payments, medicines, and gas for travel were becoming a burden. I trusted in God and I prayed daily that my husband's job would remain stable enough to support us.

One day while searching for websites that assist breast cancer patients, I happened to find Circle of Hope. From that first phone call, I felt reassured and knew that I had hope. While my initial inquiry was about aid for my medical expenses, I received unexpected emotional support from the staff. They cared about me and I felt it. I was provided with valuable knowledge and guidance, and I hadn't even applied yet! After becoming a client, I received help with medical expenses and was relieved to have some of my financial burden lifted so I could concentrate on getting well. Knowing that I could Circle of Hope if I needed to ask a question or just talk provided me with peace of mind.

In July, the roller coaster again veered into a sudden downturn--my husband was laid off. Not only did we lose his income, but we lost his medical insurance. Now I face the most frightening health issue of my life--the possibility of not finishing my treatment. I worried about losing the quality care I received through Kaiser. At my most depressed point, I imagined I would die. Again, I called Circle of Hope and explained my situation and again, they gave me hope. They were able to pay my COBRA premiums so I could complete treatment and stay focused on my care. If it weren't for this organization, I don't know where I would be now. God is good and finding an organization like Circle of Hope confirms it. I can rest assured that until I am able to obtain other insurance, my treatment and post-radiation follow up will be covered. That takes a huge burden off my already, at times, heavy heart.

Thank you to everyone at Circle of Hope for being their to sustain my optimism, financially and emotionally. I well up with tears of joy and gratitude as I think about everything you are doing. I look forward getting back into 'life' again soon and finding a way to give back."